holiday le....

i had finish my 1st exam in my form 6....the exam is so tough...1st time i gt maths question dono hw to do during the exam....when i was in f4 n f5...maths is nt a problem for me...bt tis time de exam i dono hw 2 do leh....sure get low marks de le....i nid to add many oil le...if nt my A will fly away...
i gt one week holiday bt seem many programmes is going on....nid bek to sch to discuss the assignment n the performance during the sixth form nite too.....
1 week time pass vy fast de....after holiday nid to study hard again le o.....
final year exam will come vy fast de.....n the final exam teacher ady told us vy vy difficult....i don wan get low marks again.....
enjoy holiday 1st oni study....haha

life wif homework

wa...so many homework r....especially the maths paper 2...teacher wan us do all the exercise r...so many...dono nid how long to finish it lo....although one week oni gt 1 lesson bt is enough le...the homework many till geng...bt the way of teaching of my maths s teacher quite weird....say say n show show jiu ok le....geng...her writing on blackboard vy difficult to c de a...so light....2day is my 1st time enter her lesson....gif me a shock tim....aiyaya...
my interview success ady....i cn be prefect le....think bek of tat day my interview...i din do well....vy nervous when facing the committee....mei yee said dono i nervous n scared wat...jpa i oso nt so scared...dono y when interview prefect i so nervous....anywhr i will try my best to perform my responsibilities well....
2day i quite sad because my frenz din tell me the homework tat should do for maths s...i ady keep on asking wat homework nid to do for every subject when i first enter the claz...they ady told me...yet still gt homework din tell me nid to do....alasan is 4get ady...wat the bad alasan is....homework oso cn 4get?????ok fine...if reali 4get jor then when u do y don u inform me oso?at last u rmb to do bt hw about me?wat oso dono....i oso dono hw to explain to the teacher when the teacher asked me...luckily the teacher din asked oso....quite disappointed....sometimes i wonder y i so good to frenz...bt at laz wat do i get?bt life cnt without frenz....frenz cn help u a lot....i still finding a true frenz....
2mrw will take class potrait o....quite excited about it...haha...

life in sam tet

i gt my transfer to sam tet on tues...i vy happy bt a bit bu she de rps de frenz...i ady stay thr 4 one month time....on tues..i go to sam tet...so nervous....my claz is L6F2....gt 8 girls included me n 17 boys in this claz../same class wif jacqueline n my dear n others tt frenz....the clazz member is friendly....when i 1st step into the class they all gif me a clap....then the assisstant class monitir, ter wei help me allocated my table...the girls sit behind me n jacqueline oso friendly...she brw us book to let us c when lesson going on...the guy sit beside jacqueline, japferth...his work vy neat de ...so v two oso brw his work to photostat....n of coz my dear oso help me a lot...he take care me in sch...the classmates in f2 gt a bit like my f5 class...gt gui shu gan....haha....then on fri during muet lesson our claz having a debate between girls n boys...the motion is gender discrimination.....although girls has jz 8 ppl included me...bt v win....because of our facts...jacqueline has done her work well..she gt on9 to search the information...mayb the motion oso help us a lot coz our motion is pro....coz v choose de...the boys nt fast enuf compared to us when teacher asked wic to be the pro wic to be the against...haha....yuan lai debate is so fun de...haha...debate cn built up confidence....nw our next program during muet lesson is drama....i look forward to it...hope my group member cn do well o....nw the only subject i nt coping well is chemistry...sometime blur blur when teacher teaching....i always nid to ask my dear n jacqueline wat the teacher teach....bu hao yi shi ya...i will try my best to cope well wif tis subject de....in conclusion...my claz is nt so stress as compared to b1 claz.....bt yet still nid to compete wif the classmate.....i believe competition provide positive improvements.....my claz gt 1 they all say very lengzai de boy...enn jun...i oso think he quite ok....he will be leaving soon to california to further his studies....so v had a farewell for him on fri....so touching....v oso take a class photo wif him too....when i gt the photo sure i will post it here....coz tat is the 1st photo v all took 2gether at sam tet....haha..nw i looking forward to all the challenge wic come upon me in sam tet...looking forward the life in sam tet for my f6....

sad n i cry....

2day sch gt replacement so nid go 2 sch as usual....saturday go sch sure a bit lazy de la...even teacher oso lazy...din come to claz...then wat v do...sure is chatting la...2day laugh till frenz oso say me a bit abnormal...haha...actually they dono me is like tat oni....haha...
bt when reach home....i get the news tat my frenz cn gt the sch transfer....all who appeal oso get...bt i haven get it...tat time i feel vy down n vy nervous.....n wanna cry ....at last i cry....pui yeeng , jacqueline n may kuan all go sam tet le...jz left me...wat for i stay at rps?if b4 they cannot get the sch transfer i oso will think of stay at rps de...bt nw nt...won stay...if i stay at rps....i gt no frenz....gt oso not so shu de....boring....class jz left 11 ppl n jz 5 ppl study physics...all the clever ppl oso go jor sam tet...i stay at thr oso no meaning....no competitive strength at all....mei hou oso leave jor for jpa...nw left who?geneius oso leave jor...next time homework dono ask who r??i wan go sam tet....thr de physics class 1 class oso gt 20 sth ppl le...all clever de...i cn learn from them....nt rps.....i din c any potential lo...i wan go to sam tet!!!!!!!!!!!!!

before and after the holiday

my frenz had complaint me din update my blog for a long time ady...sorry la...i'm quite busy la....gt a lot of homework r n tuition too...
before the june holiday....sch days quite senang de...nt much homework n can do revision everyday....bt after holiday the homework gain weight le....so many....and the daily rountine very pack too....our sch haven start the 4pm sch dismissed system...if nt more busy...i think tat time vy late at nite oni cn sleep lo....
i haven get the transfer to sam tet too...hope it will faster...i scared cnt cope wif wat they have done so far a....
wat sch rules is tat...my hair ady short de le...still asked me to clip my hair...dono wat the problem...reali omg...make me feel vy angry a....jz because of the sch rules i don like the sch n some of the teacher reali like to self praising delo...scared ppl dono hw good their sch is...reali behtahan a...
2mrw nid go starwalk o....dono can meet those frenz which din c long time jor mou leh?

4th day of sch...

orientation week end le...2mrw start to go in class...next monday after recess will start lesson le...my class is 6R1...almost all the 5SC1 girls oso same claz wif me...our class teacher is mr. t.j.He is a humerous teacher.i think when the chemistry lesson on , v won feel boring n sleepy...i oso same claz wif danson tang r...haha
finally , i get the transfer form...hope the sch fast fast send to jpn...sam tet start lesson le...sam tet oso start interview for prefect , librarian , editor n usst...i don wan left behind a....hope they have second intake when i go in ....
i start to fan le....i dono go where for my tt...the tt centre tat i go when i was in f5 do not teach f6...i nid to go to town for my tt in f6...i have transport problem le...i don wan burden my mummy to fetch me...she need to busy wif her housework...and i dono go whr for my physics tt...all my frenz take bio...i'm the oni of them take physics...luckily marrie oso take physicsbut she oso dono go whr tt ....
next week start to busy lu....

3rd day of sch...start to feel better...because no more forcing for 2day...

everything as usual 2day ...
2day v had teachers of the related subjects briefing us the subjects ...at least gt a rough idea about the subjects la...
haha...2day sch end 15minutes early...so good...
2mrw had diagnostic test for MUET and bm ...dono hw de leh...
yeah , 2mrw can get the tansfer form ady....i wan transfer a...i wan leave rps as soon as possible...
rps oni gt 6 ppl including me take physics for tis year...so few people...not competing at all...

2nd day of sch....i don wan stay at rps anymore....vy suffer r...

tis morning when i wake up , i got a feel don wan go to sch a....1st time i had such feeling...bt i nid to go too....attendance is important.After prepared everything , i wif my sis jau go sch by bus...dono izit too excited coz sit bek the sch bus....i hit my leg...so pain....when in bus , v chat a lot wif may kuan n hoo jing.....v ask hoo jing about things at sam tet...the whole bus seem jz v talkng oni....so talkative......haha
when reached school , no whr to stay bt oni the dewan .....7.30a.m. jau take attendance...then jau ask us buy badge n buku peraturan and the name tag hanger too.....waste us a lot of time by just settled those things....
after tat , v jau go go dewan kuliah for the taklimat disiplin.....v nid to take off our shoes a....the socks black ady...so dirty the floor....when listen the school rules....i wan sleep le....vy boring a....and the chair was so hard make us sit till butt oso pain le....gt air cond oso nt cold de....so warm...in such situation make us feel more sleepy....
then jau was ice breaking....the game a bit baby and boring....bt still ok la....while waiting for the person-in-charge 2 settled their things , i chat wif marrie , mei jia , mei yee n siao wen.....so funny...laugh till my stomach oso pain le....luckily gt them say sth yellow bt funny de thing if not 2day jau vy bored le...
after recess , v had taklimat kokurikulum....the teacher was so fierce...omg....hate a....i will rmb wat u had said " if u don wan listen , please get lost ....don ever challenge me..."wat oso do in one minutes , v supergirl meh?
at least five minutes la...please....this year is wat year oso dono...omg....so fierce for wat?
guru disiplin oso nt so fierce...wat oso nid fast....jz forcing ppl oni.....v have our right to choose de...
then jau is taklimat sukan...the teacher thought v all vy cha like tat....asked us noe listen malay mou...v say yes ady...she still say i will slow down so tat u all can catch up....omg....then asked who get 10A , nobody wan raise hand....then she jau asked 9A , 8A , 7A, ......then my frenz jau said y don ask 11A , 12A de....lolx....always self-praising their sch....say tis good say tat good....say how geng their team....say their sch achieve cluster school....v all vy boring to listen tat le....one day can listen many times de lo...
after tat is taklimat pusat sumber...as usual....ntg special....bt the other teacher said the RPS library can fight wif sam tet wo...dono real ge mou....
after tat is taklimat mathematics...tis taklimat is the only taklimat tat i interested in...the teacher brief us the format of the stpm maths papers and the difference between the maths t n maths s.she oso brief us the chapter in maths t n maths s...the oni thing i don like is she always comparing rps wif others sch like sam tet , smi n acs....jz like persuade us to stay in rps...NO WAY...I WON STAY THERE....i wan get transfer as fast as possible...
before bek home oso asked us to practice the sch song....
tis was the routine in rps 2day...
gt somemore thing too....haha....gt one rps f6 girl look like danson tang de a...haha...when u c her just for a while reali look like him de lo...haha....i told my frenz they oso say so lo....she oso gt a bit look like tse yen....haha....then among the f6 girls , gt 2 lenglui from rps itself....of coz our sch de lenglui too la....haha....jz our claz oso have many lenglui le...hehe ^^

1st day of sch....

2day sch reopen le....i go rps register for my f6....no choice...all pgs student must go there...nt like amc girl cn jz go sam tet....v nid to make transfer oni can go there....n the sch so bad don gif us the form...too bad...gif a lot of reason...dono real ge mou....
2day sit at the hall for taklimat...wa...so hot...dono y don open the fan...the weather was so sunny...they won feel cold wad....if stayed longer time v may faint lo....everyone of us sit on chair till butt oso pain n sweating le....
next week oni start the lesson....a bit late lo...dono y tis week gif so many taklimat a....
rps de canteen no good food 2 eat a....all malay stall....c le oso no appetite a...mayb i si ye gua...haha....nvm....cn bring own food....then fast fast make transfer then jau won so xin ku le...hehe....
somemore the sch environment seem vy luan...mayb nt familiar gua....haha....bt still don like the sch....
the pengetua of rps said she will try their hard to meet our requirments wo...dono real ge mou...n the most important is for those who want to make transfer of sch nid to stay at rps for at least one month wo....omg....i don wan r....bt no choice...nid to wait for the process of transfering too...
rps is the sekolah harapan negara wo...n sekolah cemerlang wo...n the pengetua is pengetua cemerlang wo....so geng like tat wo...dono o...
our seniors say rps quite good oso wo...nt so stress as compared to those other sch....mayb v nid to feel it ourselves later gua...haha...
pengetua asked us try to adapt the culture in rps wo....
i don like the colour of the sch la...yellow match wif coklat ....ugly a....don like a...
our sch hv 76 students go rps for f6...bt majority of them wan transfer de....rps had jz oni 2 classes of science oni n 3 classes for art....nt competitive lo....
2mrw go sch gt taklimat again a.....about disiplin n subject in f6 de...

holiday end le....nid to start a new life le...

i cnt get the jpa scholarship....as i said b4i can accept the result....there were many ppl apply tis scholarship n many ppl qiang zhe wan tis scholarship...thx 4 giving me a chance to go for the interview....nw i will make my appeal....c whether cn get it anot....if reali cannot....i won gif up my study like tat as there were many way n hope in our life...be optismis in ur life is most important....
a long holiday will end soon....2mrw i nid to go to sch le....i think a busy study life will start soon too....n i awaiting it...i like study life most....2mrw oso can c bek most of my classmate n frenz....so happy to c them..i think 2mrw v will chat non-stop lo...wat oso chat....haha....the sch sure vy noisy de....wakakaka....
hope i can fast fast transfer to sam tet la....don wan stay at rps too long time a...i don like tat sch a...many of my frenz oso don like tat sch a....
all the best to me n my frenz....

awaiting the result....nervous...

sad things will passed...everything will be fine...i believe tat as everytime when i sad...then if reali sad i will cry...then sleep le...the next day everything will be as usual....jz rmb tat smile always n live ur life happily...there is always a hope in our life...
jpa result will come out soon...vy nervous now...no matter the result how i will accept oso...jz bless me...
form 6 will start on next monday ....i don wan study at rps a...so malay...n jz two classes for science stream oni...1 for bio n 1 for physics...the competitive strength is so weak....i wan transfer to sam tet....sam tet is my dream sch for f6....hope i can make transfer as soon as possible...
all the best...

the only thing in my mind is y i need 2 suffer tis?n y i so stupid?

i wan 2 say many many thing but dono how 2 start...
early in the morning i think i will happy the whole day but i wrong......just a passed history make me feel vy uncomfortable....i wanna cry but no tears come out....i cn jz keep on asking y n y n y.....
i scared one day i will burst up.....
n i scared i cnt face myself.....

tired r...

2day go bek kam benar to help my boss....wa...carry the box...so heavy...bt guan le...
bt i vy bu shuang rps de student lo...v had book exhibition there ma...then v displayed the book at there lo...then ho...the students ho go c the book ma...they c jor jau jz throw thr...like go pasar buy thing or like gt a big sales at supermarket like tat a...even those ppl oso good than them a...omg...don they noe v vy hard n xin ku to arrange n pack those books de?
u ppl jz c jor jau throw like tat...like rubbish la....sad lo when c such scene....dono where their responsibility go a....

cry le....

whoa so long time din update my blog ady...sorry ya....
i lazy type r ....
sorry ya.... my frenz....
recently many things happened a....make me cry le many times....
luckily got dear acc me along the time...
thx dear ....

y u treat me like tat huh?

i dono y u treat me like tat recently?
am i doing something wrong?
am i make u angry?
y?y u like tat?
y our relationship not like b4 ady?
there seem a blockage between both of us....
wat was happening?
could u tell me?

创作？我能吗？

写作或创作需要幻想力。
曾经我以为我的写作能力很好。
朋友都赞我的构思不错，他们都鼓励我往这方面发展。
我也曾经得过奖。
我也有考虑过，在空闲时候有灵感是都会拿起笔来写作。
但我发现，当我刻意要写作时，灵感都不会来，而且写出来的作品都不好。
我又一位朋友，她的写作能力及创作都很好，她所写过的文章，我都曾阅读过。
她写的文章，不论是小说还是普通的一篇作文都隐藏常着她的味道与性格。
而我呢？只是普普通通…
前阵子，我看了一本曾获得诺贝尔奖的作文卷，里面的作文都是小学生写的。但当你阅读时，你就会赞叹那些小学生的写作能力有多高超！！
他们小学的作文就像我们中学时所写的，分分钟都好过我们所写的，真是让人钦佩。其中一篇让我印象最深刻的就是<< 蝴蝶结>>。仅仅是一位小学生，就能把爱情写得十分贴切。她的文笔与用词都十分好。看了之后简直无法相信这篇文章出自于一位小学生。除了钦佩还是钦佩。真的羡慕他们可以写得如此好的文章。
做人还是谦虚比较好。不要太过吹牛，做好自己本分就好。
至于我的写作能力，真的还有待改善。尽管我曾得过奖，但还需精益求精。

SMI-lengzai

2day go SMI bookshop to help Kenny….haha ….i gt saw one lengzai….i think he is form 4 de….coz he fotostat f4 de exercise…hehe ^^….nt bad….gt chance to c lengzai…I oso saw my senior study at SMI
Work wif Kenny ….ok la…sometime he quite funny geh…but one thing….he nt so willing to learn sth new…anywhr ok la…he is bigger than me….size and age…

17-1-2009

Sad

Phek yen biday party cnt go ady ….reali sad a…. my feelings nw reali dono hw to say….ady promise her to go….bt mum don let ….sad… they sure vy happy at the party nw….miss a lot….nt oni ppl bt oso the suasana

Alone….workload still the same

Start from 2day , I will work at my sch de bookshop alone…last time my partner will go other sch 2 help out ….myself still cn handle the students….coz after the book season….then will be less students come to buy book
Working reali tired…..and have to sacrifice some of the entertainment…after bek home….take a bath …..dinner…..then read newspapers….sometime want to read books also cnt coz too tires ady….nid 2 sleep ady…if working at an office,will it also busy like tis?
2day , Phek Yen say to me tat , 我的另一半must noe hw to comfort me vy well….if nt me will vy cham….everything also will worried myself….she say so coz she realize it….i agree….i nid to find someone who cn comfort me when I sad n make me happy ….and I ady found

16-1-2009

My working life

Collague : ~ treat me good
~ care me
~ help me a lot
~ many jokes to tell
~ learn a lot from them
~ one collague vy slow motion a…chat wif me non-stop bt chat non-sense

Customer ( student ) : ~ polite
~ cute
~ beautiful
~ weird
~ hate those who use foul language ….wait a while cnt meh….
Scold scold scold…..u urself do la….so clever

Phrases about my job : ~ busy
~ nid to fast motion
~ always check the stock
~ nid to care the student ’ need
~ careful
~ good in calculate
~ communication skill quite important
~ hardworking

15-1-2009

No shopping to go

After miss lim retired ceremony nid continue working a…cnt go shopping…n dating too…2day go TCS to help out ….the bookshop so small a….i knock the head by the wall several time ady….luckily nt so hard….if nt sure I at hospital nw le….

9-1-2009

Photostating

Whole day photostating a….one phrase to conclude my routine 2day ….tired to stand in front the Photostat machine for one day….

8-1-2009

Vy tired r

2day is my 1st day of working…I go to my sch de bookshop to work…I saw a few teacher….Pn.Lok , En.Ng, Cik Kavita,En.Tan…they still recognized me….hehe…then , I oso gt saw Pn.Oh n Pn.Lee Mei Har bt they din saw me…coz tat time many ppl buying books
1st day of work sure tired de…bt ok la….i cn handle it….serving the student….quite ok de….they wan wat book jiu take wat book for them…then count the total money they nid to pay….becoz of sch jz reopen….so many students come to buy books ….vy busy a….especially recess time…and when sch dismissed….a lot of student a…drink water oso no time a…so when no ppl buy books nid to quickly drink a…I still nt vy pandai at pressing the 收银机…mispress 2 time ady….luckily nt big deal
1st day of work jiu nid OT le…nid to help to wrap present for the convent sch a…wrap till vy late a….mummy wait me 1 hour ady…dono y ….i din tell her early I nid to wrap till so late….i oso thought tat nt much to wrap …who know gt so many….let her scold a….bt ok….i gt wrong too…she nid to come another time to fetch me after taking dinner wif the boss and her son and all the collague…so good 1st day jiu gt boss belanja makan…haha ….my 1st day working de senior 2mrw is last day….she nid to go bek study Bachelor of Economics second year le…
In conclusion , the boss and the senior are nice ….u din do sth wrong ….and try ur best in everything….then the boss won scold u le….

7-1-2009

Yeah , I gt a job ady!!

2day , go to Kam Benar bookshop to interview . The boss say she need to think think 1st wo …she seem like a bit ba bei…then evening she call me ….and I get the job….yeah…I can start counting money as day goes by le…RM18 1 day ….start work from 8.30am to 5.30 pm …….and I off at Sunday …dono y gt a bit nervous…2mrw nid to go work le…I gt tell kar xin and hoo jing ….kar xin sat that boss a bit scary wo…make me scared scared too….hoo jing say work at thr quite good wo….that comfort me a bit la….bt I gt no chance to tell my dear….he working 8 hours tis month…tis morning he gt MSN wif me…bt I din tell him I go to work coz tat time I oso haven go to interview….tis fri Miss Lim retired le…after the ceremony…dono cn go shopping mou a ….ok ls…sleep 1st ….2mrw nid wake up early a

6-1-2009

2009 is coming!!

The last day of 2008 ady…..2009 is coming!!i din go out for the countdown activity wif frenz ….jz count down at home …..i hv my KFC dinner at home n 顺便count down…..although jz a simply countdown….but it’s happy too..tis year , my housing area din hv ppl play fireworks….past few years still cn heard the sound of the fireworks….tis year quite quiet de….
New year sure gt new wish dela….i hope I cn change all my bad habits …faster get a part –time job…..get an excellence result in SPM…everything顺顺利利…all the ppl I noe hv a good health always!!
Happy New Year 2009!!May all my wish comes true!!

Yeah ,yeah , yeah , I gt my CNY clothes

2day , wake up at 12 noon …..after having my brunch,I go to aunt house….my second aunt nid go back to KL ady….when she go back to KL means tat the holiday comes to end n the sch is reopen ady …bt tis year my holiday is until March….haha….at aunt house….they talk many jokes…vy funny r….the jokes a bit fei fei de…
Hurray…I gt my new clothes and shoes for my CNY …..although the shoes is nt last time I saw tat one…coz tat one out of stock ady…so I buy others one…the shoe I buy also nice n special too…my parents have use a lot of money….thx mummy n daddy hehe^^
When I buying the clothes at Padini shop …..i saw my dear….dono y my heartbeat rare so fast….vy nervous like tat ….the heart seem like wan to jump out like tat….y like tat geh?my sis oso curious about tat

27-12-2008

Vy tired r…maybe 2day talk so much jor…I gt a chance 2 paly wif baby too…hehe….bt ho….the baby like nt vy shuang like tat a…cry cry a…bt she is much more better than me lo…coz when I’m small I always cry de….tilolnw when relatives talk the story of their baby….sure will say me de…..say me like to cry….vy 难搞…nw grow up ady….i din cry always le….jz sometimes cry a while oni for some reason la…
Oya….2day is my 表姐birthday …the birthday cake quite delicious ….my stomach vy full now….i ate many food 2day…
Opps…midnite ady…is time to bed nw…

Everything seem so down

Wat a boring X’mas ….nt sunny….everything seem look sad…although I sleep till 11.00am something but the time still pass slowly
My mood 2day also not sogood….dono y…
Sit at the sofa ntg 2 do….wanna sleep again…
2nite go to aunt house ….hv a wedding dinner ….2mrw go to restaurant to hv wedding dinner….dono 2nite gt anything fun mou a….the only thing in my mind nw is wat shoes should I wear 2nite?cnt wear high heel coz vy inconveince,cnt jz wear slippers,aiya….dono a….noe wat clothes to wear but dono wat shoes…reali….make ppl vy fan a….no nid wear la….haiz….
Go 2 c baby photo….it will make me more happy….n listen song too…

11.45pm
I back home ady….the food thr boleh tahan only….anywhere I’m hungry so jz eat only…I gt c the photo…emmm…nt so nice….nt the ppl nt nice…is the photo effect not nice…the pose nt varied…the wedding grown jz normal bt it’s nice…
Finally , I nid 2 wear high heel shoe…no choice….my leg nw on rest coz jz nw wear the shoe walk here n there to take the food
Last year de X’mas leh jiu my 表姐married,tis year is my aunt,next year de X’mas dono g twat program leh?hehe^^….hope I cn go out at nite to celebrate wif frenz….