my feelings , my story

好长的一段时间了

2011-02-18T21:43:00.002+08:00

wow....我有一段时间没update my blog le...转眼间已是一年了。。。真的是岁月不留人啊。。。时间一分一秒地走，日子一天一天的过，人一天一天的成长。在这段时间里，我学了很多东西也了解到了许多我曾经忽略的事情.....谢谢出现在我人生的朋友们。。。谢谢你们。。

holiday le....

2009-08-23T16:20:00.003+08:00

i had finish my 1st exam in my form 6....the exam is so tough...1st time i gt maths question dono hw to do during the exam....when i was in f4 n f5...maths is nt a problem for me...bt tis time de exam i dono hw 2 do leh....sure get low marks de le....i nid to add many oil le...if nt my A will fly away...
i gt one week holiday bt seem many programmes is going on....nid bek to sch to discuss the assignment n the performance during the sixth form nite too.....
1 week time pass vy fast de....after holiday nid to study hard again le o.....
final year exam will come vy fast de.....n the final exam teacher ady told us vy vy difficult....i don wan get low marks again.....
enjoy holiday 1st oni study....haha

life wif homework

2009-07-06T20:55:00.004+08:00

wa...so many homework r....especially the maths paper 2...teacher wan us do all the exercise r...so many...dono nid how long to finish it lo....although one week oni gt 1 lesson bt is enough le...the homework many till geng...bt the way of teaching of my maths s teacher quite weird....say say n show show jiu ok le....geng...her writing on blackboard vy difficult to c de a...so light....2day is my 1st time enter her lesson....gif me a shock tim....aiyaya...
my interview success ady....i cn be prefect le....think bek of tat day my interview...i din do well....vy nervous when facing the committee....mei yee said dono i nervous n scared wat...jpa i oso nt so scared...dono y when interview prefect i so nervous....anywhr i will try my best to perform my responsibilities well....
2day i quite sad because my frenz din tell me the homework tat should do for maths s...i ady keep on asking wat homework nid to do for every subject when i first enter the claz...they ady told me...yet still gt homework din tell me nid to do....alasan is 4get ady...wat the bad alasan is....homework oso cn 4get?????ok fine...if reali 4get jor then when u do y don u inform me oso?at last u rmb to do bt hw about me?wat oso dono....i oso dono hw to explain to the teacher when the teacher asked me...luckily the teacher din asked oso....quite disappointed....sometimes i wonder y i so good to frenz...bt at laz wat do i get?bt life cnt without frenz....frenz cn help u a lot....i still finding a true frenz....
2mrw will take class potrait o....quite excited about it...haha...

life in sam tet

2009-07-04T15:10:00.003+08:00

i gt my transfer to sam tet on tues...i vy happy bt a bit bu she de rps de frenz...i ady stay thr 4 one month time....on tues..i go to sam tet...so nervous....my claz is L6F2....gt 8 girls included me n 17 boys in this claz../same class wif jacqueline n my dear n others tt frenz....the clazz member is friendly....when i 1st step into the class they all gif me a clap....then the assisstant class monitir, ter wei help me allocated my table...the girls sit behind me n jacqueline oso friendly...she brw us book to let us c when lesson going on...the guy sit beside jacqueline, japferth...his work vy neat de ...so v two oso brw his work to photostat....n of coz my dear oso help me a lot...he take care me in sch...the classmates in f2 gt a bit like my f5 class...gt gui shu gan....haha....then on fri during muet lesson our claz having a debate between girls n boys...the motion is gender discrimination.....although girls has jz 8 ppl included me...bt v win....because of our facts...jacqueline has done her work well..she gt on9 to search the information...mayb the motion oso help us a lot coz our motion is pro....coz v choose de...the boys nt fast enuf compared to us when teacher asked wic to be the pro wic to be the against...haha....yuan lai debate is so fun de...haha...debate cn built up confidence....nw our next program during muet lesson is drama....i look forward to it...hope my group member cn do well o....nw the only subject i nt coping well is chemistry...sometime blur blur when teacher teaching....i always nid to ask my dear n jacqueline wat the teacher teach....bu hao yi shi ya...i will try my best to cope well wif tis subject de....in conclusion...my claz is nt so stress as compared to b1 claz.....bt yet still nid to compete wif the classmate.....i believe competition provide positive improvements.....my claz gt 1 they all say very lengzai de boy...enn jun...i oso think he quite ok....he will be leaving soon to california to further his studies....so v had a farewell for him on fri....so touching....v oso take a class photo wif him too....when i gt the photo sure i will post it here....coz tat is the 1st photo v all took 2gether at sam tet....haha..nw i looking forward to all the challenge wic come upon me in sam tet...looking forward the life in sam tet for my f6....

sad n i cry....

2009-06-27T21:08:00.003+08:00

2day sch gt replacement so nid go 2 sch as usual....saturday go sch sure a bit lazy de la...even teacher oso lazy...din come to claz...then wat v do...sure is chatting la...2day laugh till frenz oso say me a bit abnormal...haha...actually they dono me is like tat oni....haha...
bt when reach home....i get the news tat my frenz cn gt the sch transfer....all who appeal oso get...bt i haven get it...tat time i feel vy down n vy nervous.....n wanna cry ....at last i cry....pui yeeng , jacqueline n may kuan all go sam tet le...jz left me...wat for i stay at rps?if b4 they cannot get the sch transfer i oso will think of stay at rps de...bt nw nt...won stay...if i stay at rps....i gt no frenz....gt oso not so shu de....boring....class jz left 11 ppl n jz 5 ppl study physics...all the clever ppl oso go jor sam tet...i stay at thr oso no meaning....no competitive strength at all....mei hou oso leave jor for jpa...nw left who?geneius oso leave jor...next time homework dono ask who r??i wan go sam tet....thr de physics class 1 class oso gt 20 sth ppl le...all clever de...i cn learn from them....nt rps.....i din c any potential lo...i wan go to sam tet!!!!!!!!!!!!!

before and after the holiday

2009-06-20T20:52:00.003+08:00

my frenz had complaint me din update my blog for a long time ady...sorry la...i'm quite busy la....gt a lot of homework r n tuition too...
before the june holiday....sch days quite senang de...nt much homework n can do revision everyday....bt after holiday the homework gain weight le....so many....and the daily rountine very pack too....our sch haven start the 4pm sch dismissed system...if nt more busy...i think tat time vy late at nite oni cn sleep lo....
i haven get the transfer to sam tet too...hope it will faster...i scared cnt cope wif wat they have done so far a....
wat sch rules is tat...my hair ady short de le...still asked me to clip my hair...dono wat the problem...reali omg...make me feel vy angry a....jz because of the sch rules i don like the sch n some of the teacher reali like to self praising delo...scared ppl dono hw good their sch is...reali behtahan a...
2mrw nid go starwalk o....dono can meet those frenz which din c long time jor mou leh?

4th day of sch...

2009-05-14T21:28:00.003+08:00

orientation week end le...2mrw start to go in class...next monday after recess will start lesson le...my class is 6R1...almost all the 5SC1 girls oso same claz wif me...our class teacher is mr. t.j.He is a humerous teacher.i think when the chemistry lesson on , v won feel boring n sleepy...i oso same claz wif danson tang r...haha
finally , i get the transfer form...hope the sch fast fast send to jpn...sam tet start lesson le...sam tet oso start interview for prefect , librarian , editor n usst...i don wan left behind a....hope they have second intake when i go in ....
i start to fan le....i dono go where for my tt...the tt centre tat i go when i was in f5 do not teach f6...i nid to go to town for my tt in f6...i have transport problem le...i don wan burden my mummy to fetch me...she need to busy wif her housework...and i dono go whr for my physics tt...all my frenz take bio...i'm the oni of them take physics...luckily marrie oso take physicsbut she oso dono go whr tt ....
next week start to busy lu....

3rd day of sch...start to feel better...because no more forcing for 2day...

2009-05-14T21:21:00.003+08:00

everything as usual 2day ...
2day v had teachers of the related subjects briefing us the subjects ...at least gt a rough idea about the subjects la...
haha...2day sch end 15minutes early...so good...
2mrw had diagnostic test for MUET and bm ...dono hw de leh...
yeah , 2mrw can get the tansfer form ady....i wan transfer a...i wan leave rps as soon as possible...
rps oni gt 6 ppl including me take physics for tis year...so few people...not competing at all...

2nd day of sch....i don wan stay at rps anymore....vy suffer r...

2009-05-12T20:30:00.006+08:00

tis morning when i wake up , i got a feel don wan go to sch a....1st time i had such feeling...bt i nid to go too....attendance is important.After prepared everything , i wif my sis jau go sch by bus...dono izit too excited coz sit bek the sch bus....i hit my leg...so pain....when in bus , v chat a lot wif may kuan n hoo jing.....v ask hoo jing about things at sam tet...the whole bus seem jz v talkng oni....so talkative......haha
when reached school , no whr to stay bt oni the dewan .....7.30a.m. jau take attendance...then jau ask us buy badge n buku peraturan and the name tag hanger too.....waste us a lot of time by just settled those things....
after tat , v jau go go dewan kuliah for the taklimat disiplin.....v nid to take off our shoes a....the socks black ady...so dirty the floor....when listen the school rules....i wan sleep le....vy boring a....and the chair was so hard make us sit till butt oso pain le....gt air cond oso nt cold de....so warm...in such situation make us feel more sleepy....
then jau was ice breaking....the game a bit baby and boring....bt still ok la....while waiting for the person-in-charge 2 settled their things , i chat wif marrie , mei jia , mei yee n siao wen.....so funny...laugh till my stomach oso pain le....luckily gt them say sth yellow bt funny de thing if not 2day jau vy bored le...
after recess , v had taklimat kokurikulum....the teacher was so fierce...omg....hate a....i will rmb wat u had said " if u don wan listen , please get lost ....don ever challenge me..."wat oso do in one minutes , v supergirl meh?
at least five minutes la...please....this year is wat year oso dono...omg....so fierce for wat?
guru disiplin oso nt so fierce...wat oso nid fast....jz forcing ppl oni.....v have our right to choose de...
then jau is taklimat sukan...the teacher thought v all vy cha like tat....asked us noe listen malay mou...v say yes ady...she still say i will slow down so tat u all can catch up....omg....then asked who get 10A , nobody wan raise hand....then she jau asked 9A , 8A , 7A, ......then my frenz jau said y don ask 11A , 12A de....lolx....always self-praising their sch....say tis good say tat good....say how geng their team....say their sch achieve cluster school....v all vy boring to listen tat le....one day can listen many times de lo...
after tat is taklimat pusat sumber...as usual....ntg special....bt the other teacher said the RPS library can fight wif sam tet wo...dono real ge mou....
after tat is taklimat mathematics...tis taklimat is the only taklimat tat i interested in...the teacher brief us the format of the stpm maths papers and the difference between the maths t n maths s.she oso brief us the chapter in maths t n maths s...the oni thing i don like is she always comparing rps wif others sch like sam tet , smi n acs....jz like persuade us to stay in rps...NO WAY...I WON STAY THERE....i wan get transfer as fast as possible...
before bek home oso asked us to practice the sch song....
tis was the routine in rps 2day...
gt somemore thing too....haha....gt one rps f6 girl look like danson tang de a...haha...when u c her just for a while reali look like him de lo...haha....i told my frenz they oso say so lo....she oso gt a bit look like tse yen....haha....then among the f6 girls , gt 2 lenglui from rps itself....of coz our sch de lenglui too la....haha....jz our claz oso have many lenglui le...hehe ^^

1st day of sch....

2009-05-11T20:38:00.003+08:00

2day sch reopen le....i go rps register for my f6....no choice...all pgs student must go there...nt like amc girl cn jz go sam tet....v nid to make transfer oni can go there....n the sch so bad don gif us the form...too bad...gif a lot of reason...dono real ge mou....
2day sit at the hall for taklimat...wa...so hot...dono y don open the fan...the weather was so sunny...they won feel cold wad....if stayed longer time v may faint lo....everyone of us sit on chair till butt oso pain n sweating le....
next week oni start the lesson....a bit late lo...dono y tis week gif so many taklimat a....
rps de canteen no good food 2 eat a....all malay stall....c le oso no appetite a...mayb i si ye gua...haha....nvm....cn bring own food....then fast fast make transfer then jau won so xin ku le...hehe....
somemore the sch environment seem vy luan...mayb nt familiar gua....haha....bt still don like the sch....
the pengetua of rps said she will try their hard to meet our requirments wo...dono real ge mou...n the most important is for those who want to make transfer of sch nid to stay at rps for at least one month wo....omg....i don wan r....bt no choice...nid to wait for the process of transfering too...
rps is the sekolah harapan negara wo...n sekolah cemerlang wo...n the pengetua is pengetua cemerlang wo....so geng like tat wo...dono o...
our seniors say rps quite good oso wo...nt so stress as compared to those other sch....mayb v nid to feel it ourselves later gua...haha...
pengetua asked us try to adapt the culture in rps wo....
i don like the colour of the sch la...yellow match wif coklat ....ugly a....don like a...
our sch hv 76 students go rps for f6...bt majority of them wan transfer de....rps had jz oni 2 classes of science oni n 3 classes for art....nt competitive lo....
2mrw go sch gt taklimat again a.....about disiplin n subject in f6 de...

holiday end le....nid to start a new life le...

2009-05-10T13:33:00.000+08:00

i cnt get the jpa scholarship....as i said b4i can accept the result....there were many ppl apply tis scholarship n many ppl qiang zhe wan tis scholarship...thx 4 giving me a chance to go for the interview....nw i will make my appeal....c whether cn get it anot....if reali cannot....i won gif up my study like tat as there were many way n hope in our life...be optismis in ur life is most important....
a long holiday will end soon....2mrw i nid to go to sch le....i think a busy study life will start soon too....n i awaiting it...i like study life most....2mrw oso can c bek most of my classmate n frenz....so happy to c them..i think 2mrw v will chat non-stop lo...wat oso chat....haha....the sch sure vy noisy de....wakakaka....
hope i can fast fast transfer to sam tet la....don wan stay at rps too long time a...i don like tat sch a...many of my frenz oso don like tat sch a....
all the best to me n my frenz....

awaiting the result....nervous...

2009-05-08T15:24:00.000+08:00

sad things will passed...everything will be fine...i believe tat as everytime when i sad...then if reali sad i will cry...then sleep le...the next day everything will be as usual....jz rmb tat smile always n live ur life happily...there is always a hope in our life...
jpa result will come out soon...vy nervous now...no matter the result how i will accept oso...jz bless me...
form 6 will start on next monday ....i don wan study at rps a...so malay...n jz two classes for science stream oni...1 for bio n 1 for physics...the competitive strength is so weak....i wan transfer to sam tet....sam tet is my dream sch for f6....hope i can make transfer as soon as possible...
all the best...

the only thing in my mind is y i need 2 suffer tis?n y i so stupid?

2009-05-06T21:38:00.000+08:00

i wan 2 say many many thing but dono how 2 start...
early in the morning i think i will happy the whole day but i wrong......just a passed history make me feel vy uncomfortable....i wanna cry but no tears come out....i cn jz keep on asking y n y n y.....
i scared one day i will burst up.....
n i scared i cnt face myself.....

tired r...

2009-05-05T22:18:00.001+08:00

2day go bek kam benar to help my boss....wa...carry the box...so heavy...bt guan le...
bt i vy bu shuang rps de student lo...v had book exhibition there ma...then v displayed the book at there lo...then ho...the students ho go c the book ma...they c jor jau jz throw thr...like go pasar buy thing or like gt a big sales at supermarket like tat a...even those ppl oso good than them a...omg...don they noe v vy hard n xin ku to arrange n pack those books de?
u ppl jz c jor jau throw like tat...like rubbish la....sad lo when c such scene....dono where their responsibility go a....

cry le....

2009-05-03T15:36:00.000+08:00

whoa so long time din update my blog ady...sorry ya....
i lazy type r ....
sorry ya.... my frenz....
recently many things happened a....make me cry le many times....
luckily got dear acc me along the time...
thx dear ....

y u treat me like tat huh?

2009-03-06T21:05:00.000+08:00

i dono y u treat me like tat recently?
am i doing something wrong?
am i make u angry?
y?y u like tat?
y our relationship not like b4 ady?
there seem a blockage between both of us....
wat was happening?
could u tell me?

创作？我能吗？

2009-03-06T20:59:00.000+08:00

写作或创作需要幻想力。
曾经我以为我的写作能力很好。
朋友都赞我的构思不错，他们都鼓励我往这方面发展。
我也曾经得过奖。
我也有考虑过，在空闲时候有灵感是都会拿起笔来写作。
但我发现，当我刻意要写作时，灵感都不会来，而且写出来的作品都不好。
我又一位朋友，她的写作能力及创作都很好，她所写过的文章，我都曾阅读过。
她写的文章，不论是小说还是普通的一篇作文都隐藏常着她的味道与性格。
而我呢？只是普普通通…
前阵子，我看了一本曾获得诺贝尔奖的作文卷，里面的作文都是小学生写的。但当你阅读时，你就会赞叹那些小学生的写作能力有多高超！！
他们小学的作文就像我们中学时所写的，分分钟都好过我们所写的，真是让人钦佩。其中一篇让我印象最深刻的就是<< 蝴蝶结>>。仅仅是一位小学生，就能把爱情写得十分贴切。她的文笔与用词都十分好。看了之后简直无法相信这篇文章出自于一位小学生。除了钦佩还是钦佩。真的羡慕他们可以写得如此好的文章。
做人还是谦虚比较好。不要太过吹牛，做好自己本分就好。
至于我的写作能力，真的还有待改善。尽管我曾得过奖，但还需精益求精。

SMI-lengzai

2009-01-18T15:57:00.001+08:00

2day go SMI bookshop to help Kenny….haha ….i gt saw one lengzai….i think he is form 4 de….coz he fotostat f4 de exercise…hehe ^^….nt bad….gt chance to c lengzai…I oso saw my senior study at SMI
Work wif Kenny ….ok la…sometime he quite funny geh…but one thing….he nt so willing to learn sth new…anywhr ok la…he is bigger than me….size and age…

17-1-2009

Sad

2009-01-18T15:56:00.000+08:00

Phek yen biday party cnt go ady ….reali sad a…. my feelings nw reali dono hw to say….ady promise her to go….bt mum don let ….sad… they sure vy happy at the party nw….miss a lot….nt oni ppl bt oso the suasana

Alone….workload still the same

2009-01-18T15:55:00.001+08:00

Start from 2day , I will work at my sch de bookshop alone…last time my partner will go other sch 2 help out ….myself still cn handle the students….coz after the book season….then will be less students come to buy book
Working reali tired…..and have to sacrifice some of the entertainment…after bek home….take a bath …..dinner…..then read newspapers….sometime want to read books also cnt coz too tires ady….nid 2 sleep ady…if working at an office,will it also busy like tis?
2day , Phek Yen say to me tat , 我的另一半must noe hw to comfort me vy well….if nt me will vy cham….everything also will worried myself….she say so coz she realize it….i agree….i nid to find someone who cn comfort me when I sad n make me happy ….and I ady found

16-1-2009

My working life

2009-01-18T15:52:00.000+08:00

Collague : ~ treat me good
~ care me
~ help me a lot
~ many jokes to tell
~ learn a lot from them
~ one collague vy slow motion a…chat wif me non-stop bt chat non-sense

Customer ( student ) : ~ polite
~ cute
~ beautiful
~ weird
~ hate those who use foul language ….wait a while cnt meh….
Scold scold scold…..u urself do la….so clever

Phrases about my job : ~ busy
~ nid to fast motion
~ always check the stock
~ nid to care the student ’ need
~ careful
~ good in calculate
~ communication skill quite important
~ hardworking

15-1-2009

No shopping to go

2009-01-18T15:51:00.001+08:00

After miss lim retired ceremony nid continue working a…cnt go shopping…n dating too…2day go TCS to help out ….the bookshop so small a….i knock the head by the wall several time ady….luckily nt so hard….if nt sure I at hospital nw le….

9-1-2009

Photostating

2009-01-18T15:50:00.001+08:00

Whole day photostating a….one phrase to conclude my routine 2day ….tired to stand in front the Photostat machine for one day….

8-1-2009

Vy tired r

2009-01-18T15:48:00.000+08:00

2day is my 1st day of working…I go to my sch de bookshop to work…I saw a few teacher….Pn.Lok , En.Ng, Cik Kavita,En.Tan…they still recognized me….hehe…then , I oso gt saw Pn.Oh n Pn.Lee Mei Har bt they din saw me…coz tat time many ppl buying books
1st day of work sure tired de…bt ok la….i cn handle it….serving the student….quite ok de….they wan wat book jiu take wat book for them…then count the total money they nid to pay….becoz of sch jz reopen….so many students come to buy books ….vy busy a….especially recess time…and when sch dismissed….a lot of student a…drink water oso no time a…so when no ppl buy books nid to quickly drink a…I still nt vy pandai at pressing the 收银机…mispress 2 time ady….luckily nt big deal
1st day of work jiu nid OT le…nid to help to wrap present for the convent sch a…wrap till vy late a….mummy wait me 1 hour ady…dono y ….i din tell her early I nid to wrap till so late….i oso thought tat nt much to wrap …who know gt so many….let her scold a….bt ok….i gt wrong too…she nid to come another time to fetch me after taking dinner wif the boss and her son and all the collague…so good 1st day jiu gt boss belanja makan…haha ….my 1st day working de senior 2mrw is last day….she nid to go bek study Bachelor of Economics second year le…
In conclusion , the boss and the senior are nice ….u din do sth wrong ….and try ur best in everything….then the boss won scold u le….

7-1-2009

Yeah , I gt a job ady!!

2009-01-18T15:36:00.000+08:00

2day , go to Kam Benar bookshop to interview . The boss say she need to think think 1st wo …she seem like a bit ba bei…then evening she call me ….and I get the job….yeah…I can start counting money as day goes by le…RM18 1 day ….start work from 8.30am to 5.30 pm …….and I off at Sunday …dono y gt a bit nervous…2mrw nid to go work le…I gt tell kar xin and hoo jing ….kar xin sat that boss a bit scary wo…make me scared scared too….hoo jing say work at thr quite good wo….that comfort me a bit la….bt I gt no chance to tell my dear….he working 8 hours tis month…tis morning he gt MSN wif me…bt I din tell him I go to work coz tat time I oso haven go to interview….tis fri Miss Lim retired le…after the ceremony…dono cn go shopping mou a ….ok ls…sleep 1st ….2mrw nid wake up early a

6-1-2009

2009 is coming!!

2009-01-02T22:02:00.001+08:00

The last day of 2008 ady…..2009 is coming!!i din go out for the countdown activity wif frenz ….jz count down at home …..i hv my KFC dinner at home n 顺便count down…..although jz a simply countdown….but it’s happy too..tis year , my housing area din hv ppl play fireworks….past few years still cn heard the sound of the fireworks….tis year quite quiet de….
New year sure gt new wish dela….i hope I cn change all my bad habits …faster get a part –time job…..get an excellence result in SPM…everything顺顺利利…all the ppl I noe hv a good health always!!
Happy New Year 2009!!May all my wish comes true!!

Yeah ,yeah , yeah , I gt my CNY clothes

2009-01-02T22:01:00.002+08:00

2day , wake up at 12 noon …..after having my brunch,I go to aunt house….my second aunt nid go back to KL ady….when she go back to KL means tat the holiday comes to end n the sch is reopen ady …bt tis year my holiday is until March….haha….at aunt house….they talk many jokes…vy funny r….the jokes a bit fei fei de…
Hurray…I gt my new clothes and shoes for my CNY …..although the shoes is nt last time I saw tat one…coz tat one out of stock ady…so I buy others one…the shoe I buy also nice n special too…my parents have use a lot of money….thx mummy n daddy hehe^^
When I buying the clothes at Padini shop …..i saw my dear….dono y my heartbeat rare so fast….vy nervous like tat ….the heart seem like wan to jump out like tat….y like tat geh?my sis oso curious about tat

27-12-2008

2009-01-02T22:01:00.001+08:00

Vy tired r…maybe 2day talk so much jor…I gt a chance 2 paly wif baby too…hehe….bt ho….the baby like nt vy shuang like tat a…cry cry a…bt she is much more better than me lo…coz when I’m small I always cry de….tilolnw when relatives talk the story of their baby….sure will say me de…..say me like to cry….vy 难搞…nw grow up ady….i din cry always le….jz sometimes cry a while oni for some reason la…
Oya….2day is my 表姐birthday …the birthday cake quite delicious ….my stomach vy full now….i ate many food 2day…
Opps…midnite ady…is time to bed nw…

Everything seem so down

2009-01-02T22:00:00.000+08:00

Wat a boring X’mas ….nt sunny….everything seem look sad…although I sleep till 11.00am something but the time still pass slowly
My mood 2day also not sogood….dono y…
Sit at the sofa ntg 2 do….wanna sleep again…
2nite go to aunt house ….hv a wedding dinner ….2mrw go to restaurant to hv wedding dinner….dono 2nite gt anything fun mou a….the only thing in my mind nw is wat shoes should I wear 2nite?cnt wear high heel coz vy inconveince,cnt jz wear slippers,aiya….dono a….noe wat clothes to wear but dono wat shoes…reali….make ppl vy fan a….no nid wear la….haiz….
Go 2 c baby photo….it will make me more happy….n listen song too…

11.45pm
I back home ady….the food thr boleh tahan only….anywhere I’m hungry so jz eat only…I gt c the photo…emmm…nt so nice….nt the ppl nt nice…is the photo effect not nice…the pose nt varied…the wedding grown jz normal bt it’s nice…
Finally , I nid 2 wear high heel shoe…no choice….my leg nw on rest coz jz nw wear the shoe walk here n there to take the food
Last year de X’mas leh jiu my 表姐married,tis year is my aunt,next year de X’mas dono g twat program leh?hehe^^….hope I cn go out at nite to celebrate wif frenz….

What is the best way??

2008-12-24T20:55:00.000+08:00

已是午夜了，还不想睡觉，就坐在客厅翻阅报纸。看着看着就想到了刚刚on9时看到她寄来的电邮。内容与friendster 上的差不多。She wish me happy together with him…she say she heartbreaking but nvm …她到底在想什么？总觉得怪怪的。Ask ppl to gif him chance 却说heartbreaking,想了又想都不知道发生什么事。或许我也有错。她应该还记得我当初告诉她的话吧！!谁叫我酱容易心软，当初的话不能实行了。不过这是我的选择，要如何与她解释呢？有谁可以告诉我呢？与他在一起已是现实了，她还想怎样？是我多心还是…？？是我想太多了吗？我也不知道。
现在都不知道要不要回她的电邮a…回又不是，不回又不是…
Why throw such a case to let me handle??Huh?

24-12-2008 0035am

超丰富的假期！！

2008-12-24T20:54:00.000+08:00

Wow,今年的年终假期真的很丰富！！有许多好吃的食物等着我。今年，还有机会到cameron highlands 玩tim！！aunt 还讲明年去genting tim。太棒了！！那些好吃的食物刚吃完，又有另一些接着来。要谢谢aunt他们去旅行，我才将有口福。Haha J...Saturday 那天去大舅母的新家！！哇，屋子还不错leh!主人房还真大呢！if the room is mine de jiugood lo…do wat at thr also cn…hv my own room so good…wan sleep jiu sleep ,wan play jiu play…表哥还真geng，他们的bear bear 都够多的。令我最难忘的就是那只粉红色的猪bear bear …超大的，虽然我不是很喜欢pig的bear bear ，but tat one quite cute de。
Saturday night , 我还帮aunt 搓汤圆…我和cousin 一起搓，搓出来的汤圆什么形状都有…不用说都知道那些汤圆很难看啦！！不过还好还可以吃，haha^^…对我这个没什么耐心的人，搓久了就觉得闷了。不过，我还是把汤圆错完啦！！做人要有始有终嘛！！
Then Sunday is my 表姐的女儿birthday.We celebrate for her.My 表niece so cute …tat day I eat many food…the most delicious is de cake:chocolate moose cake…sweet 到刚刚好，不会腻。But the Sunday night, I feel sad coz I can’t go to buy new shoe…aunt wedding no nice shoe wear ady…haiz…Sunday night nid to hv dinner at aunt house…ask mum after dinner go to buy you don wan….gek sei me ady…fortunately , tat night gt some entertainment for me.If not me sure very boring de.I paly mahjung with my cousin,quite fun de…but not fun as I cn buy a new pair of shoes.Really disappointed.
2day is bao er de birthday but she still in camp.So, we din celebrate with her.We decided to celebrate with her later.Me, jieqi and kai xin had buy her a birthday present.When she receive it , sure she will very surprise de.
2nite , I will go to Germaine de hoyse.There will be a party .Hope I have a joyful night!!hope he will come…reali long time din chat with him jor…
11.00p.m.
I’m back….back from the party …ooo… 原来是一个庆祝christmas de party …quite nice o…first time involved in such a party….gt song to listen too coz gt ppl come 报佳音…
Primary sch frenz also gt come.Although nt all present but I feel happy to see some of the old frenz…and I din meet some of them after leaving primary sch…they noe my relationship with my dear jor…酱多年了，他们都没有变，还是酱鬼马。Haha^^
Yes, my dreams comes true jor…he gt come…bt he 一直回避我的眼神，我找了很多机会跟他谈天，但都是不成功，不是时机不对，就是有其他原因。不过最后我还是由与他谈到天啦！！but nt like b4 so many things to talk ady…anywhere I oso happy la…coz still cn chat with him…we still frenz…his secret oso gt come tat night…I think he will 难受吧…but the most important is I still his frenz…is time to watch tv lu…2nite is last chapter…

22-12-2008

爱的感觉

2008-12-24T20:53:00.000+08:00

那天，收到一封转寄的电邮，发现它蛮有意义，就把它整理了放上我的部落格与大家分享。以下就是那篇文章：
爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担，你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、恋著你，不论做什么事情，只要能一起，就是好的，但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，你开始发现了对方的缺点，於是问题一个接著一个发生，你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，有人说爱情就像在捡石头，总想捡到一个适合自己的，但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？她适合你，那你又适合她吗? 其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，但是记住人是有弹性的，很多事情是可以改变的，在某个聚餐的场合, 有人提议多吃点虾子对身体好，这时候有个中年男人忽然说：十年前，当我老婆还是我的女朋友的时候，她说要吃十只虾，我就剥二十只给她！现在，如果她要我帮她剥虾壳，开玩笑！我连帮她脱衣服都没兴趣了，还剥虾壳咧！听到了吗？明白了吗？难怪越来越多人只想要谈一辈子的恋爱，却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。因为，婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。如果每个人都懒得讲话、懒得倾听、懒得制造惊喜、懒得温柔体贴，那么夫妻或是情人之间，又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？所以请记住：有活力的爱情，是需要适度殷勤灌溉的，谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的喔！有一对情侣，相约下班後去用餐、逛街，可是女孩因为公司会议而延误了，当她冒著雨赶到的时候已经迟到了30多分钟，他的男朋友很不高兴的说：你每次都这样，现在我甚么心情也没了，我以後再也不会等你了！刹那间，女孩终於决堤崩溃了，她心里在想：或许，他们再也没有未来了。同样的在同一个地点，另一对情侣也面临同样的处境；女孩赶到的时候也迟到了半个钟头，他的男朋友说：我想你一定忙坏了吧！接著他为女孩拭去脸上的雨水，并且脱去外套盖在女孩身上，此刻，女孩流泪了, 但是流过她脸颊的泪却是温馨的。你体会到了吗？其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间！爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时，很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变罢了！懂了吗？当有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错。那并不代表你会选择他。我们总说：我要找一个你很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的? 你可能无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，但是你有没有想过在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没发觉而已呢？所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！他或许已经等你很久喽！当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己。如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来，完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。所以请记住，喝酒不要超过六分醉，吃饭不要超过七分饱，爱一个人不要超过八分。那天朋友问我：到底该怎么做才算是爱一个人呢？我笑著跟他说：其实每个人的爱情观都不一样，说对了叫开导，但就怕说错反倒变成误导。那就糟糕了！如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；要道歉，也要道谢；要认错，也要改错；要体贴，也要体谅；是接受，而不是忍受；是宽容，而不是纵容；是支持，而不是支配；是慰问，而不是质问；是倾诉，而不是控诉；是难忘，而不是遗忘；是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；是为对方默默祈求，而不是向对方诸多要求；可以浪漫，但不要浪费；可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。

What you want?

2008-12-23T22:13:00.000+08:00

今天，在friendster 的留言板上看见你的留言。那留言很矛盾。当初是你叫我给机会他…现在与他在一起了，你看见了，却说：无法接受…你到底想怎样？还记得那时与你在MSN谈天时，你叫我给机会他…你告诉我你喜欢他…他却喜欢xxx…这事已让我懊恼了数天…最后…我没理睬你…直至那天，让你看见了…你却说无法接受…你到底想要什么？你还没放下吗？虽然这件事，我没错，但你这样令我感到有一种罪恶感…你是真心的，还是在耍我？他告诉我你与他之间常吵架。这是你喜欢他的方式吗？还是另有其因？没有人知道你们之间到底是怎样…或许，我应该听朋友们的话，不要再理睬你了…可是，我做不到，靠到你成为xx2008的top ten…我就想恭喜你…因为，我已经把你当成朋友了…你知道吗？可是，每回你给我的留言都是伤心的…优势，真得很担心你…不为任何原因，只因你是我的朋友…你能学会放下吗？忘记以前，重心开始，let’s be frenz !
我想这事应该暂时不能结束，除非我不管，不再给你留言，把你从我的记忆中删除…但，我做不到…毕竟，这是很狠心的做法！！
惟有让时间淡化一切！！

Sad a

2008-12-23T22:12:00.000+08:00

Wat a sad news !!Dono it considered sad or happy…maybe for me is sad…for others is happy…I ady miss many chance jor…how long I nid to wait??Tis cannot that cannot…then wat cn I do?far cannot?whr gt so many jobs jz near ur house de?everyday jz sit at home…nt on9 jiu watch tv or jz sit at thr day –dreaming…is tat I nid to continue like tis till March?very fan a…hampir crazy ady…

19-12-2008

Tired but fun!!

2008-12-23T22:10:00.000+08:00

Wow , wat a tired day !! Go shopping wif sis and aunt for almost 5 hours jor….lolx…my leg nid massage ady…haha…anywhr….it’s worth la…at least I cn have a look at the shirt tat are nice and I plan to buy it for CNY ….my aunt jz busy buying the kitchen utensils …wa…there reali gt many kind of utensils…now I only noe tat the tea spoon and the coffee spoon is not the same at all…even eat cake also have their own fork…well…I do not interested at tis…so jz…looking thr only…coz for me…wat spoon oso cn use to take food to eat….no nid so many type of spoon…quite ma fan de…but gt ppl quite interested at those kind of thing…they love to investigate those kitchen utensils…
Opps…nearly forgot jor…I saw a a few cute bear bear …gt big big de…gt small small de…they are so cute …if those bear belongs to me…so good…lolx…so greedy de r…hehe…those bear also expensive la…bt got one nt so expensive…gt 70 % discount…it cute and I like it…so I decided to buy it when I gt enough money…coz I nid to spend my money wisely…I nid to buy reference book de…bear bear…wait me ya…I will be back !!
Aiya…Monday dono how a…2 places I oso wan 2 go….mummy don’t noe gif mou…nt dare to ask a…tat day sis go camp jor…she will free a bit gua…one is my frenz de b’day…moreover jieqi come bek from Singapore leh…may be next time cannot meet her always le…at night , primary sch de frenz gt party…. I wan 2 chat wif primary frenz too…long time din c them…miss them so much…my head big ady…hw leh?hw leh?if I cn drive myself sure no problem la I think….coz mummy no nid fetch me…so I cn go 2 places le…wat cn I do nw?recently…reali make me very fan a…wan shout out loud loud a…

18-12-2008

说好的幸福呢

2008-12-16T15:42:00.000+08:00

作词：方文山作曲：周杰伦

你的回话凌乱着在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌假装没事了

时间过了走了爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得

你不等了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢

* 这首歌的旋律蛮伤心的，再加上周杰伦唱得很伤心也很有感情，听后你会感受到这首歌所要表达的感情。我很喜欢这首歌所以把它的歌词打下来了。*

Something to ask

2008-12-16T15:39:00.000+08:00

为什么只和你能聊一整夜
为什么才道别就又想见面在朋友里面
就属你最特别总让我觉得很亲很贴
为什么你在一谁陪我逛街
为什么你担心谁对我放电你说你对我
比别人多一些你知道是什么吗？

另一个她出现了

2008-12-11T21:12:00.000+08:00

她的出现令我感到意外，没想到真的会让我看见她的真人，照片上的她蛮美，少许的rabbit teeth 为照片上的她添加几分可爱。可是，我今天看到的她戴上了眼镜。虽然，我不是看得很清楚，但可以说是两个不同的人。她的出现令我感到不好受。看着她的背影，心里有种罪恶感，虽然错的不是我。突然发现忘记原来如此艰难。你要忘记的，它就偏偏留在脑里。不想忘记的，它就慢慢流失。我真的好希望这段记忆不曾出现过。不是我放不下，而是当我以为我真的忘记了，放下了，回头想一想，原来我还没忘记。有时，我很有信心告诉自己，我没错，我做对了选择。可是，不知道为什么，有时我会很怀疑我是错了吗？这是我要的吗？我承认我不是一个意志坚决的人，我可以很容易就改变主意。我是哲学会果断，不再犹豫不决，可是，我还是老样子。如果，当初没有开始，我想不会出现那段回忆吧！她的出现，说不在意是假的。但又能如何？毕竟，这并不是我掌控之内的。如果时间能倒流，我不会认识她，它也只是我的朋友。这可能吗？

8-12-2008

2008-12-11T21:09:00.000+08:00

2day , I read through the past year sch mag …I found tat many ppl change ady…they became more beautiful and mature too…when they are in form one , they still look like a primary sch de student …a bit childish…as time goes by , they all became more mature jor…and more and more beautiful jor…when compared with they are in form one , there is quite a lot of difference…don you oso find tat u are more and more beautiful or handsome jor and mature jor ?

6-12-2008

2008-12-11T21:05:00.000+08:00

2day , I gt a chance 2 play with my 表姐de baby …baby so cute…n lenglui too…she keeps on smiling…playing with baby is fun…they so cute…no 烦恼….jz eat , sleep , smile ,cry…like jiu smile…don like jiu cry…baby is like tat …when they grow up , they will be more 懂事…mix with bay not a easy job…must use baby language to talk 2 them….must 迁就the baby …they cry must make them don cry…when they smile and laugh…u will feel happy too…回想起来，我们曾经也是baby…看着baby长大… 仿佛也在看着过去的自己在长大 ( I mean 会想起童年 )…In conclusion , play with baby is fun…

Funny SeCret Organization [5Sc1(2008)]

2008-12-05T21:33:00.000+08:00

2007,2008
我们相识于同一屋檐下
快乐
伤悲
忧愁
我们通通齐分享

心事
感想
8卦
不在话下

文静
斯文
seldom seen

话多多
idea多
就是我们班

熬夜
通宵
last minute
everybody 黑眼圈

考试
压力
我们可以overcome

我们出场
通通弹远远
doink...doink...doink...

酒窝班长是佩萤
洁盈包办班上事
Tamil语言Linges geng
娇小佩玲是学长
Yellow达人fish小姐
镇妮办事效率高
可爱JacJac人人爱
婕绮数学难不倒
Kar Lin三围很惊人
身材样貌佩琪有
勤劳翠微不怕苦
芷欣名言Woman's Right
美仪写字超整齐
Hip-hop舞蹈文妮爱
严肃美佳遭欺负
不耻下问是慧君
Sweet sweet Winnie爱跳舞
笑话多多Christina
数学簿子舒燕收
雪薇笑声震天下
佩琪笑声不输她
全班最瘦李颖杰
白白王子Looi Kah Mun
Ah Loh photo很珍贵
情场杀手张依静
运动高手是Bobo
天才美好无人敌
Active美宁样样行
奶妈佩雯人缘好
斯文安莉要求高
佩仪专收BM书
冰山美人Joanne Shaw
高挑美女伍嘉仪
Ah Loo辅导有一手
异族同胞Nishanti
幽默康欣书法好
学长美仪成绩棒
娱乐消息问可静
赛车选手丽阳爱
武术选手巫琦欣
洁欣考试不须读
Cartoon粉丝李嘉倩

Idea from,Triple J Y Gang

爱

2008-12-05T21:28:00.000+08:00

爱
是什么？

有人说
爱是幸福的
温暖的
体贴的
甜蜜的
美好的

也有人说
爱是痛苦的
麻木的
无情的
自私的
残忍的

不同的人
有不同的看法
你呢？

有些人
因爱而快乐
因爱而幸福

但
有些人
因爱
而流泪
因爱
而受伤
有人
因好奇
而爱
因潮流
而爱
因报复
而爱
因意外
而爱
因渴望
而爱
因被爱
而爱
你呢？

爱
你渴望
还是抗拒？

4-12-2008

2008-12-05T21:27:00.000+08:00

2day, I jz finish watching <<最美丽的第七天>>.It’s a quite touching movie.I almost cry throughout the movie especially the last part.The movie gt 2 story…1 is funny de n another is touching de…both story gif me a lot of inspiration and encouragement.We must look 4ward our lives and be positive 2wards our lives.Every problem have their solutions.After finish watching the movie ,my eye 肿了 coz cry too much le…its too touching ( in my opinion la)
2day , she receive a call from him…she quite surpise….coz she thought he was at work at that time…原来he was on leave 2day…dono y she very happy 2 receive his call….they chat 4 a while…she smile throughout the time they chat…he oso quite happy 2day…he said he was quite tired wo…暗示the girl massage 4 him….so sweet…^^
2day I have a look on my sch mag jor…it quite nice…haha…of coz …the editorial member hv put their effort 2 produce such a great sch mag…thx the teacher 2 guide us too….n the members hv put their hand 2gether 2 produce the sch mag…hope the sch authorities and the student will like the design of the mag…I hope 2 hv another chance 2 join editorial boards in the future…I feel happy when I work as an editor…especially after I hv finish a piece of works…2 join the editorial boards is my wish now…although sometimes is quite busy and must finish the work on time…bt I think I cn manage it well…wat u think?

别再哭了

2008-12-03T21:47:00.000+08:00

伤心情歌播几遍了你的眼还是红红的
生命总有一些过客现在不过多了一个

结束了何必再拉扯有些事终该遗忘的
你听着听着又哭了我明白的谁都难免不舍

别再哭了多不值得失去也是一种获得
伤心情歌不属你的幸福不一定非爱谁不可
难熬的会经过的 ( 爱错了又能如何 )

文字

2008-12-03T21:45:00.002+08:00

文字，
可以很美，
也可以很丑，
可以很好笑，
也可以很感动。
文字，
可以抒发感情，
可以赞美人，也可以讽刺人。
把一个个文字串起来，
可以是一篇很棒的文章。
懂得欣赏文字的人，
会赞美它。
不懂的则会置之不理。
千里马常有，伯乐不常有。
印证了这事实。
有多少人可以用文字表达自己，
又有多少人会欣赏他们？

2008-12-03T21:45:00.001+08:00

那天，收到他的电邮。
电邮的内容让她很感动。
一滴一滴会笑的眼泪赤裸裸地滴在她心中。
一字一笔深深地烙印在她心中。
她无法忘记他给她留的泪。
留着不同的泪，会笑的眼泪。

他和她的故事

2008-12-03T21:43:00.000+08:00

他和她的故事

去年的今天，
他主动地问她可否交往。
虽然不是立刻答应，
他和她在一起了。

他和她，
一起度过了
快乐的日子。

原本，
她对他一点好感也没有的
以慢慢喜欢上他了。
她真心对他，
尽量凡事迁就他。
她觉得与他在一起很快乐。
虽然有时他会因为他而
闷闷不乐
但她还是笑着过每一天。

可是，
他伤害了她，
他让坚强的她落泪了，
她受伤了，
眼泪陪了她一整晚。

但
她还是给了他一个改过的机会。
因为她相信
他会珍惜
因为她相信
他爱着她

她虽遇到朋友的谴责与反对，
但她还是坚持给他机会。

爱情，
是不是要经过一些波折后才完美？
经得起考验的爱情才是最完美的爱情？

他和她还是在一起了，
他珍惜他，
他害怕失去她，
人总是错了才懂得珍惜。

他把握每一次与她在一起的机会，
因为她
赢得了他的关爱。

他和她一起携手
共度了365天。
他们亲密地在一起。
谁都不知道，
其实，
他们已深深爱着对方
一对链互相牵着彼此的心
永远…永远…不会分开。

2008-12-03T21:40:00.000+08:00

考完试后，假期就开始了。
3个月漫长的假期，朋友都打工去了。
我也想去打工，累积经验。
况且，留在家里闲着无所事事，很闷。
每天，除了看连续剧，听歌，上网外都没什么可做。
6天过去了，不能说很快，也不能说很慢。
为何书店老板粮还未拨电来呢？
您快拨电来吧！我想快点工作，充实我的假期。
朋友们都开始赚钱了，而我呢？
若不是交通问题，或许我早已开始工作了。
算了吧，明天会更好。

about me

2008-12-03T21:32:00.000+08:00

自我介绍篇

我喜欢笑，笑的感觉很好。
看见朋友，笑。
看见老师，笑。
看见情人，笑。
我的生活可以说离不开笑。
人家说，微笑可治百病，你信吗？
又有人说，时常笑，老了会有很深的鱼尾纹，你信吗？
我认为，懂得抒发自己的感觉是最重要的。
开心时笑，伤心时哭，生气时就要懂得发泄。
一味地仰以自己只会让人觉得很累、很辛苦。
开心时就与朋友一起分享，让他们也感觉到那份喜悦。
伤心时也与朋友分享，好让他们安慰自己，要知道你自己不是孤零零一个。
每个人是我的人都说我很nice，乐于助人，很搞笑，很勤劳，很美。
他们都蛮喜欢与我在一起。
有时，我会发他们脾气。
原因是我心情不好，或是看他们不顺眼。
不过，他们都肯体谅我。
虽然，有些朋友，会与我吵起来，但后来又玩在一起了。
这种友情最好了。
真高兴认识了这么多的朋友。
谢谢你们在我的生活和学业里支持我！！
让我们齐喊“友谊万岁”！！
朋友都说我很坚强。
可是，我并不是很坚强的女生。
遇到困难时，我有时还是会哭。
不过，上了中学后，我已经变得坚强了许多，不再像以前那样，动不动就哭了。
说到哭，你有没有见过一个看戏或连续剧看到哭的人？
说明了是戏，剧情都是编写出来的，我都可以把它当成真实故事，看到哭出来。
看到爱情片，我就会边看边笑且羡慕情侣们甜蜜地在一起。
看悲剧时，我就会哭得泪水直流。
看喜剧时，就会笑到很大声。
看那些你争我斗，奸诈的戏时，戏里的演员会被我骂得很惨。
你又见过一个看戏看到酱的女生吗？
多话讲的我最怕寂寞。
没有朋友的陪伴感觉很孤独、可怜。
与朋友在一起时，就会一直讲，一直讲，讲个不停，话题源源不绝。
回到家后，就会觉得嘴巴很累，话讲太多了。
虽然，我是多话讲和叽喳，但遇到一些大场面，我却开不了口。
画画我不在行，却欣赏会画画的人。
跳舞我不会，只能佩服会跳舞的人。
玩乐器我不会，欣赏会玩乐器的人。
这就是我。